This is the first chapter I've ever written, I never wrote a story before and I was inspired by the bloggers in Kuwait and I loved everything they were writing so I decided to write my own story. This is 100% made up, all the events and all the names are made up nothing is real and it's all from my imagination and inspiration from stories people have told me or ones that I know. I hope you like it and give me feedback?
I picked up the phone, my hands were shaking and my eyes were watering.
I clicked his name and pressed call.
*ringing*
I held my breath hoping and wishing with all my heart that by some chance he wouldn't answer his phone, that something would happen and I'd suddenly wake up from this nightmare, I kept praying this wasn't true, this wasn't real. Please don't let it be true, please just don't let it be real..
Fawaz: Alo?
I couldn't speak
Fawaz: Saba shfeech?
a hot tear rolled down my eyes.
Saba: Fawaz...
Fawaz: shfeech? latsaween feene chthe golelee shfeech?!
I chocked back the tears and spoke
Saba: Fawaz, ana asfa..
Fawaz: Asfa? asfa 7ag shinu? sh9aar, 3sa ma shar shfeech Saba golelee sh9ayer ga3d asoug la7tha bawagif elsayara magdar arakez
I waited for him to park his car somewhere.
Fawaz: Alo?
Saba: hey...
Fawaz: yallah wagaft elsayara al7een golele whats wrong?
I began to cry really hard I tried to speak but I couldn't
Fawaz: Saba entay ga3da tabcheen?!
Saba: We can't be together anymore
Fawaz: na3am?!
Saba: Im sorry
Fawaz: What are you talking about? you're kidding right?
Saba: I wish I was...
Fawaz: Saba fahmeeny sh9aar! Ana sawait shay ghala6?!
Saba: la2 wallah ma sawait shay bes elsalfa 6weela o maku wagt ashra7li-
"Saba! ba6lay el bab al7een!", My mom yelled from outside the room.
I wanted to die, this isn't what was supposed to happen.
"dgeega al7een aba6el elbab"
I spoke into my phone on last time, I said the shortest good bye, the most heartbreaking and unexpected ending to the most amazing thing to ever happen to me.
Saba: Fawaz, I love you but do you really love me?
Fawaz: hay la7tha la7tha entay shga3da tgoleen? akeed I love you o laish maku wagt teshr7een?
Saba: I'm sorry I don't know how but my mom found out and sh-
"SABA" She shouted louder this time
Saba: Fawaz I have to go please understand.
Fawaz: No wait no please wai-
I ended the call and threw my phone on the ground, I didn't know what I wanted to do with it exactly, break it or hang on to it since it had all my memories of how me and Fawaz started in it.
I got of the ground and opened the door for my mom to come in.
"Ha, did you end it?", She said in the meanest tone I've ever heard her speak to me with.
"Ee..." I said.
My nose was red, my eyes were puffy, my throat was choked up and tears were running down my face.
Mom: Saba hathy awal o akher mara asma3 enich emsawya hal shay, 7emday rabech eny ma gelt 7ag obouch lo gaylatla chan shiftay shay 3umrech ma tkhayaltee"
Saba: shinu tabeeny agoul? mashkoura? kharabtay 3elaqty weya aham ensan ley eb 7ayatee?
Just as I said that, I realized how stupid it was of me.
I felt her hand slap me on my right cheek. I could feel the heat begin to build up where she had hit me and the blood started pounding to my face, I got angrier by the second but I held it in, what good would it have been if I said anything now? The damage was done, my world was over, Fawaz was my world but now I lost him.
Mom: 3a6eeny mobilich
Saba: laish! khala9 yuma mara7 akalma wallah mara7 adig 3alaih bes khala9 laish t3athbeeny cthe!
Mom: Wallah ya Saba, w 7elaft ballah etha 3araft enich lail7een tkalmeena 3ugb elyom matlomeen ela nafsech, entay weya! Fahama?!
Saba: Ee..
She turned around and left the room, slamming the door shut behind her. Once I heard her open and close her room door I quickly ran over to my phone which I hated only a few minutes ago and examined it to make sure it was okay, as long as it was okay me and Fawaz would be okay too, right?
I checked whatsapp and I saw 12 new messages from him.
Fawaz:
- Saba sweetie tell me whats going on dont shut me out!
- hello?
- come on you're not in this alone I deserve to know too!
- Saba!
-Sabouy!
-What's going on?
-Talk to me when you see this please don't ignore me
-Saba
-??
-I'm going to call you if you dont answer
I looked at the last message from him and the tears came rolling down my face again, this time there was no solution. This time there was no make up. This time the break up was real. This time it was my worst nightmare. This was it. This was the end, the end of me, the end of him, the end of us.
I read the last message again..
"Saba, I love you"
