Fatima: esmeha fatima?
M7amad: Ee...
flashback
Fatima: 7amood?
M7amad: 3youn 7amood
Fatima: mumken 6alab...?
M7amad: akeed amray
Fatima: la actually its a question
M7amad: 3ayal se2lay
Fatima: etha yatik bent...shetsameeha?
M7amad: hatha su2al...?
Fatima: ee..
M7amad: asameeha Fatima
Fatima: 3alay ana?
M7amad: ee
*silence*
M7amad: Fa6oom?
Fatima: 3younhaa
M7amad: etha yalch walad shetsameena?
Fatima: asamy m7amad
M7amad: 3alay ana?
Fatima: 6ab3an
M7amad: a7ibich
Fatima: ana akthar..
M7amad: fa6ma please la tensainy...
Fatima: shlon ansaak?
M7amad: lo she9eer lo etdenya tfaregna elyoum ou ma tejma3na 3la youm ew3deeny enich ma tensainy ou ma tensain ely etifa8na 3alaih elyoum...
Fatima: 7amood latgoul chthy..
M7amad: promise me..
Fatima: I promise.. shlon ansaak? shlon ansa my first love ely 3alamny kil shay ely warany hal denya eb shakil thany ely ghayarne...w ghayar 7ayatee?
M7amad: fa6oom..
Fatima: hmm
M7amad: amout feech
Fatima: w ana amout feek..
M7amad: maby arou7..
Fatima: w ana mabeek etrou7
They looked into each others eyes and the tears started welling up..
Back to reality
Khalid: Fa6oom?
I snapped back to reality and realized I was staring into space, 3 pairs of eye were looking back at me, Jawa, Khalid and M7amad's.
Fatima: h-h-haa? asfa..
Khalid: la 3ady 7abeebty feech shay? ta3bana? tabeen enrid el bait?
Fatima: la la 3ady mafeene shay
I looked back at M7amad who was still staring at me..we haden't finished out conversation but because I began to day dream his wife pulled him away and he was back in his seat.
Khalid: etha 7asaitay enich ta3bana gouleey 7ayate enrid el bait 3ala 6oul wla enrou7 el mustashfa
I loved how caring and sweet Khalid was...I loved it so much and I knew I was so lucky to have a guy like him, a guy any girl would die to have but yet something wasn't enough! el 3aib ma kan fee el 3aib feeny ana...3a6any galba laken ana galby ma3a wa7d thany...
I looked back at m7amad and he gave me a weak helpless smile..
I missed him.
When we got home I collapesed in my bed after putting baby 7amoody in his crib. Khalid left to go to the dewaneya with his friends.
ding!
Jawa: ahlaaan
I looked at my phone with pure jealousy.
Fatima: ahlain, mnu?
Jawa: ana Jawa mn avenues elyoum!
Fatima: ohh! Jawa hala shlonich?
Jawa: 7imdellah zaina! wallah a7la 9edfa elyoum zain shiftich wayid mkhtafyaa
Fatima: shasawy ba3ad tawny rada mn Australia weya Khalid khala9 derasta w radaina lekuwait
Jawa: o mashallah weldatay hnak?
Fatima: Ee w entay?
Jawa: La ana bl kuwait. Enzain sem3ay ana w M7amad naby na3zemech entay w Khalid 3ala 3asha hal sbou3 goulolna ay youm entay fathyeen 3ashan na7jiz eb ma63am.
Fatima: 7abeebty wallah;* enshallah akalama wagoulich. Bes a7s fashla
Jawa: laa ay fashla a9lan M7amad ely gal lazem ma ne86a3 el 3ela8a w nensa ba3ad 3ugb elyoum uhwa ely a8na3ny eny a3zimkum 3ala 3asha kanat fekreta asasan w mashallah khoush fekra wallah
Fatima: ohh zain fa mu fashla uhwa yabena nyee :p
Jawa: Ee o kho e7na mu 3ayayiz tawna 9ghar 3ady ne6la3 chthy mafeeha mshkila wla 3ashan weladna 9erna kbar 3ala hal suwalif haha
Fatima: ay kbar allah y3afeech ana mu m9adga eny mitzawja o 3indy yahal a9lan!
Jawa: 7atan anaaa!
Fatima: lol :p enzain khalena nkhaly el kalam 7ag ba3dain lana chthe shakilna mara7 nkhali9 t3arfeeny ana wl garga
Jawa: Ee! enzain gouleely elyoum please
Fatima: Enshallah ;*
Jawa: :*
That night when Khalid came home I told him about the plans Jawa and M7amad made and he thought it was a a great idea.
Khalid: wallah khoush fekra, maku shay bys3dny ghair eny ashouf zoujty 7abeebty mistansa weya refeejt'ha
Fatima: ana kheft etgoul la2 lana M7amad bekoun hnak
Khalid: bl 3aks shakla khoush wa7d w laish agoul la2 ely tabeeny ana rathy fee bes ahsoufich mestansa astanis w abeech te6le3een weya rab3ich. Ee e7na metzawjeen bes mabeech t7iseen eny 7armich mn shay 7ayaty
Fatima: Mashkour 7abeeby
I sent a message to Jawa telling her khalid wafa8, she was so happy... And so was I, I think?
The night of the dinner with Jawa and m7amad I spent the whole day tryin on clothes and I made a huge mess in the room. Luckily Khalid was out all day so by the time he came home I had cleaned everything. I felt knots in my stomach and butterflies. I couldn't contain my excitement...or was it worry? I couldn't tell the difference.
After we both got ready we left 7amoody with the maid and then me and Khalid left to meet Jawa and M7amad.
At the Resturaunt
I walked in behind Khalid and I could see Jawa and M7amad sitting at a table at the outside tables at the far end of the resturaunt the waiter showed us our way to the table and then left. When we got there M7amad and Jawa both got up. I could feel the tension between me and m7amad his eyes were burning a hole in my heart...it took me back to the day we first went to dinner.
Flash back:
Fatima: 7amood! wain betwadeeny?
I asked with my eyes blinded by a blind fold he had tied around my head.
M7amad: Entay bes ne6ray yah! mafeech 9aber
He laughed at how unpatient I was
Fatima:; yallah we9alna?
M7amad: LA2 ya bent el 7alal bagoulich etha we9alna khalech sakta lama agoulich zain?
Fatima: zaaaainn hfff
M7amad: mu chna giltlich khalech sakta? ya rabe sa3edny 3ala hal bent kila t3aned
He made fun of me in a joking way
I began to giggle
after walking a few more meters we finally came to a stop.
M7amad: yallah take the blindfolds off
I took them off and opened my eyes...what I saw took my breath away.
There was the most beautiful candle lit dinner on the ground, there were around 20 small candles all lit ( 7imdellah ma 9arat 7areeja ) there was a carpet and music. It was right next to el ba7ar where no one could see us.
M7amad: ha shrayech?
Fatima: .....
M7amad: ma 3jibach?
Fatima: 7amood! this is so sweet! madry shagoulik umbaih I love you wallah I do
M7amad: mu kithrey ya ba3ad galby wallah mu kithrey
I gave him the tightest hug ever and I felt like the tears would spill from my eyes at any second.
I loved him, I loved this I loved my life.
Back to reality:
Jawa leaned in to kiss my cheeks
Jawa: shlonich
Fatima: bkhair 7imdellah wentay?
Jawa: 7imdellah
I turned to M7amad who was still eying me from the side.
M7amad: Salam
Fatima: wa3alikum el salam
M7amad: yallah khal anady el waiter 3ashan eyeblkum menu
He waved at the waiter and asked for 2 menus
M7amad and Khalid hit it off, they began talking while me and Jawa caught up.
When the menus were given to us M7amad said:
M7amad: Fatima fee shrimp latheeth khayaly lazem tjarbeena
Fatima: 9ej? ana sema3t enhum ymdi7oun hal ma63am 3ala el steaks
M7amad: Ee 6alabtly steak bes nagait hal mukan lana adry ena el shrimps hnee 3ajeeben
Fatima: khala9 3ayal bakheth el shrimp, shdarak eny a7ib shrimps?
M7amad: madry...yany el7saas
Flashback
M7amad: wai3 staghferallah madry shlon t7ibeen sushi ou hal akel staghferallah
Fatima: 7amood! hathy n3mat allah latgoul wai3!
M7amad: gelt staghferallah yahh!
Fatima: heheee enzain enta ba3ad kil yom bali3lik steak
M7amad: goulay mashallah la agi9 wela y9eer feeny tasamum
Fatima: Hahaa! mashallahh!
M7amad: youre a shirmpys girl and what am I?
Fatima: steak house guy
M7amad: ana a7san minich tadreen laish?
Fatima: laish?
M7amad: lana steak house akshakh mn shrimpys
Fatima: malee8!
M7amad: adry enich t7been mala8ty
Fatima: Eee :$
Back to reality
I looked at him straight in his eyes and he looked straight into mine..
Khalid: uhm taboun na6lib al7een?
Jawa: ee 7amoody taby na6lib al7en?
M7amad: Jawa shfeech nesaitay 6alabna w khala9na
Khalid: Fa6oomty nagaitay ely tabeena?
M7amad: ee nagat galat taby el shrimps mu 9a7?
He looked at me waiting for an answer
Fatima: ee khal na6leb ana aby el shrimps
Khalid: okay
He called the waiter over and ordered for him and I
Boy was this going to be a long night....
Friday, March 1, 2013
Saba and Fawaz: 7
Fawaz: "I cant talk right now"
This wasnt like him...shfee mu 6ab3a yadgirne aw ya36eeny 6af aw 7ata ena ya7gerny...3umra ma sawaha feeny....shfee? I felt my heart beating faster as the seconds went by.
Something was definitely wrong with him
....
Saba: "la tkhari3ny Fawaz shfeek..?"
I waited 2 hours for a reply and when I got it it wasnt what I expected..
Fawaz: "It's a long story and I can't say it over the phone what do you want me to do?"
I was so worried about him I didn't think about what I said next
Saba: "meet me somewhere and tell me then!"
Fawaz: "are you crazy?"
Saba: "what do you want me to say? lets forget it mathalan?? la2 Fawaz enta feek shay o awal mara ashoufik eb hal 7ala.."
Fawaz: "shlon we meet up waint enrou7? la Saba ana asif el 6areeqa el wa7eeda ehya ena tro7en bait Murooj w akalmich mnak..?
Saba: "tonight at her house be there at 7 I'll tell her I need to study and you go to the dewaneya okay?"
Fawaz: "ok"
Saba: "Fawaz..whatever it is it's going to be okay I'm here for you.."
Fawaz: ";*"
I felt so bad seeing him like this! I called Murooj and asked her if I could come over for a study session she said okay. When it was finally 7 I was already standing outside her house waiting to go in. I pushed the big gates open and walked up the steps, the door was open and I walked straight into the living room.
Khalty Nora (Muroojs mom): Hala wala 7abeebty shlonich?
Saba: El7emdellah zaina entay shlonich kahlty?
We made small talk until Murooj came downstairs
Khalty Nora: 7abaybee ana ba6la3 barou7 el jam3eya taboun shay?
Murooj: Salamtich mama
Then Khalty left and we opened our books and sat on the ground to start studying, 15 minutes passed and I didn't get anything from Fawaz. I began to wonder why he was late.
"Salaaam"
I heard a guy say
Murooj: mnu hatha?
Murooj looked at me confused, but I knew...I knew exactly who that was.
Fawaz.
Saba: chna Fawaz
Murooj: lets go see
We went to see who it was and just like I thought it was Fawaz. "Hala" He said looking at Murooj then me. "Hala feek" we both said at the same time. 'Wain 3abood?" He broke eye contact and walked in the house.
Murooj: foug eb ghurfita bes dgeega al7een anadee
Fawaz: Mashkoura
Murooj: shda3wa
she gave him a wink..ehm jad shfeehum rfeejaty? ma 3araft'hum eb9ara7a awal mara ashouf Murooj tsawy hal 7araka
We both stood silently as Murooj took the elevator upstairs. As soon as she was out of sight I turned to him.
Saba: so?
Fawaz: so...
Saba: Fawaz! lat9eer chthe 3ad goulee shfeek?
Fawaz: umy..
Saba: shfeeha umik?
Fawaz: bl mustashfa
Saba: umbaih laish? shfeeha 3sa ma shar?
Fawaz: the stress mn Hessa's wedding and her...her..
Saba: her what?
Fawaz: her chemo..
Saba: what?? your mom has cancer?
Fawaz: yea and her treatment isnt working..
Saba: Umbaih allah yashfeeha ya rab!
Fawaz: ameen..al7een mu ga3da tentebeh 3ala 9e7at'ha taby tkhali9 3ers Hessa 3ashan tel7ag 3alaih
Saba: latgoul cthe! enshallah tel7ag 3alaih wtel7ag 3ala 3ersik enta ba3ad!
Fawaz: ma a3tiqid saba..wallah ma a3tiqid el dr. ygoul ena 7alat'ha mara7 tt7asan o madry sha-
Abdullah: Fawaaaz halaa
Abdullah came down the stairs to greet the two of us.
Fawaz: hala feek
Abdullah: oh hi Saba
Saba: Hey
Murooj: Saba yallah ta3alay!
Saba: okay kany yaya
I walked away from the guys and went but to "study" after we finished studying I called the driver and told him to pick me up.When I got home I put away my books and got my bag ready for school the next day.
I took my phone out I was worried about Fawaz and I haden't hear anything from him since I got home.
Saba: "hey.."
Fawaz: "hi"
Saba: " what are you thinking about?"
Fawaz: "a lot of things..."
Saba: "talk to me about it mu zain tkhaly kil shay eb galbik...what are friends for?"
Fawaz: "Saba I appreciate you being here for me but it's not the best time for me to talk right now.. akalmich when I'm ready okay?"
A7...I felt like I was slapped in the face but I couldn't blame him.
Saba: "3ala ra7tik.. talk to me when you're ready x"
Fawaz: "thanks"
Then he went offline.
I kept myself distracted by watching tv and making myself something to eat, but at the back of my mind I knew I was worried about Fawaz.
FAWAZ'S POV
Dashait baitna hal cham yom kint 7as ena fee shay metghayer ou el bait ma la 7is. El kil eb daraa aw bil mustashfa emwadeen umy 7ag maw3adha. 9akait el bab waray ou re7t el ma6bakh kent yo3an fa khathait ely ligaita.
Hessa: Fawaz?
Fawaz: hala
I turned around but I didnt see her
Hessa: hnee ana ga3da 3al daray
Fawaz: dgega al7en ayeech
I walked out the kitchen and sat next to her on the steps
Fawaz: ha 7abeebty shfeech?
Hessa: madry za3lana
Fawaz: shnu ely mza3la ekhty el3arous?
Hessa: ba3ad shinu...umy shift'ha elyoum
I looked away from hessa to avoid getting teary eyed again
Fawaz: la tawny rad al7en ba93ad wasalm 3alaiha
Hessa: Fawaz mu gadra takil
Fawaz: mn el 3ilaj gal el dr ena be9er feha chthe
Hessa: adre bs 7ta lo shlon astans w shlon atzwaj w umy b'hal 7ala?
Fawaz: la t7aten entay bs ensay 3an umy hal sbou3 w ana adeer baly 3alaiha wla et3ben nafsich ok?
I stood up walked to my moms room, after i stopped by and checked up on her i saw how tired she looked and how drained of energy she was. It broke my heart and I felt like my whole world was crashing down.. she's my mom ehya el ghalya ele mako mithlha ele elkel yitmana tkon uma 7athe 7abeebty umy el3azeeza shlon a3esh bdonha? I quickly pushed those horrible thoughts aside and took a hot shower to relax.
I pulled out my phone and opened whatsapp, I clicked on Saba's chat and saw her last seen 10:33pm
the last thing I said to her was "thanks" i felt bad how i was pushing her away but im not ready to talk to her about his yet..
allah yashfe umy..
I fell asleep after praying.
SABAS POV:
Its been 2 weeks since I last spoke to Fawaz, I tried but after trying to talk to him and being let down over and over I decided to really give him space. It was hard sleeping and waking up with him on my mind all the time but not feeling like I was on his..
Mom: Saba entay lail7en nayma?! GOUMAYY!
I jumped put of bed it was 5 and I still hadn't gone to the Salon today was Hessa's wedding!
Saba: umbaihhh mama! tawne agouuuum laish ma ga3adteeny lama re7tay?
Mom: w ana shdarany 3anich ams gilt tabeen tyeen weyay gelt la2 barou7 brou7y!
Saba: umbaih umbaihhhh lazem arou7 al7een!
I wore leggings and a hoodie then ran out the house and called the driver to meet me at the car
Saba: go to salon
Driver: okay
We reached the salon and I got my hair and nails done on time now all I had to do was my make up at home and change. I got home at 6:30 and was ready by 7:10
Saba: mama jahza?
Mom: ee bes taw el nas ne6la3 7:30
Saba: okay
I went to my room and distracted myself for the next 20 minutes. Finally it was time to leave and we went to the findiq where the wedding was at. It wasnt in a very HUGE hall like al rayya or regency bs kan 7ada 3ajeeb o bl reception of the findiq kan fee 7areem w ryayeel lana haithala ely they spend the night or are waiting to go to the wedding. Mostly guys smoking.
I had my 3abaya on and was covering my face like my mom always told me to do whenever I was all dressed up and face full of make up. seeing all these guys made me think of Fawaz...where was he o shda3wa ma ykalmne sbou3ain..:(
suddenly i felt my phone vibrate
ding!
Fawaz: guwa..
Saba: Allah ygaweek
Fawaz: wainich?
Saba: ha?
Fawaz: gilt wainich?
Saba: tawny wa9la...laish?
Fawaz: your clutch madre purse madre shetsamouna lona a7mar?
Saba: ee :o
"online"
1 minute passed..
Saba: laish?
Fawaz:...
Saba: ?
Fawaz: mashallahh....
Saba: :$ 3la shinu?
Fawaz: ba3ad 3ala shinu? 3ala elka3ab ele labsita mashallah -.-
Saba: aha ok -.-
Fawaz: la smile mra thanya...please mashallah 3alaich jameela..
Saba a smile grew on my face I couldn't resist..
Fawaz: wain khalty?
Saba: dashat el9ala
Fawaz: entay laish bara? fee shabab wayid deshay al7een
Saba: enshallah baba enshallah bs la7tha
Fawaz: sh3indich bara?
Saba: etha dashait yakhthoun mobiley!
Fawaz: mn t7acheen???
Saba: wa7d
Fawaz: mnu hatha??
Saba: t3arfa ba3ad
Fawaz: Saba mnu hatha latsawen chthe
Saba: wa7d esma fawaz ashouf ytbosamle mn b3eed esta7 ya walad
Fawaz: LOL! ahh al7een 9ertay tshofena? ;p
Saba: lol ee al7en 9ert ashoufa
Fawaz: i missed you ;p
I couldn't believe he said that, it's like all the sadness he caused me the past 2 weeks disappeared
Saba: me too
Fawaz: wallah seeing you made me so happy and it made me smile look at me i cant stop smiling!! :s
Saba: enshallah doum hal smile
I looked at him and he was typing when suddenly a guy comes up to him and whispers something in his ear. He dropped his phone and the smile on his face quickly disappeared. The guy walked away and Fawaz followed
"last seen 8:29 pm"
Saba: shfeek, sh9ayer??
I waited 5 minutes for a reply but he hadn't gotten on whatsapp since then. I decided to go into the 9ala since my mom would start wondering where I was now..Just as I was about to walk in i heard a woman shout
"degaw 3al es3aaf!"
This wasnt like him...shfee mu 6ab3a yadgirne aw ya36eeny 6af aw 7ata ena ya7gerny...3umra ma sawaha feeny....shfee? I felt my heart beating faster as the seconds went by.
Something was definitely wrong with him
....
Saba: "la tkhari3ny Fawaz shfeek..?"
I waited 2 hours for a reply and when I got it it wasnt what I expected..
Fawaz: "It's a long story and I can't say it over the phone what do you want me to do?"
I was so worried about him I didn't think about what I said next
Saba: "meet me somewhere and tell me then!"
Fawaz: "are you crazy?"
Saba: "what do you want me to say? lets forget it mathalan?? la2 Fawaz enta feek shay o awal mara ashoufik eb hal 7ala.."
Fawaz: "shlon we meet up waint enrou7? la Saba ana asif el 6areeqa el wa7eeda ehya ena tro7en bait Murooj w akalmich mnak..?
Saba: "tonight at her house be there at 7 I'll tell her I need to study and you go to the dewaneya okay?"
Fawaz: "ok"
Saba: "Fawaz..whatever it is it's going to be okay I'm here for you.."
Fawaz: ";*"
I felt so bad seeing him like this! I called Murooj and asked her if I could come over for a study session she said okay. When it was finally 7 I was already standing outside her house waiting to go in. I pushed the big gates open and walked up the steps, the door was open and I walked straight into the living room.
Khalty Nora (Muroojs mom): Hala wala 7abeebty shlonich?
Saba: El7emdellah zaina entay shlonich kahlty?
We made small talk until Murooj came downstairs
Khalty Nora: 7abaybee ana ba6la3 barou7 el jam3eya taboun shay?
Murooj: Salamtich mama
Then Khalty left and we opened our books and sat on the ground to start studying, 15 minutes passed and I didn't get anything from Fawaz. I began to wonder why he was late.
"Salaaam"
I heard a guy say
Murooj: mnu hatha?
Murooj looked at me confused, but I knew...I knew exactly who that was.
Fawaz.
Saba: chna Fawaz
Murooj: lets go see
We went to see who it was and just like I thought it was Fawaz. "Hala" He said looking at Murooj then me. "Hala feek" we both said at the same time. 'Wain 3abood?" He broke eye contact and walked in the house.
Murooj: foug eb ghurfita bes dgeega al7een anadee
Fawaz: Mashkoura
Murooj: shda3wa
she gave him a wink..ehm jad shfeehum rfeejaty? ma 3araft'hum eb9ara7a awal mara ashouf Murooj tsawy hal 7araka
We both stood silently as Murooj took the elevator upstairs. As soon as she was out of sight I turned to him.
Saba: so?
Fawaz: so...
Saba: Fawaz! lat9eer chthe 3ad goulee shfeek?
Fawaz: umy..
Saba: shfeeha umik?
Fawaz: bl mustashfa
Saba: umbaih laish? shfeeha 3sa ma shar?
Fawaz: the stress mn Hessa's wedding and her...her..
Saba: her what?
Fawaz: her chemo..
Saba: what?? your mom has cancer?
Fawaz: yea and her treatment isnt working..
Saba: Umbaih allah yashfeeha ya rab!
Fawaz: ameen..al7een mu ga3da tentebeh 3ala 9e7at'ha taby tkhali9 3ers Hessa 3ashan tel7ag 3alaih
Saba: latgoul cthe! enshallah tel7ag 3alaih wtel7ag 3ala 3ersik enta ba3ad!
Fawaz: ma a3tiqid saba..wallah ma a3tiqid el dr. ygoul ena 7alat'ha mara7 tt7asan o madry sha-
Abdullah: Fawaaaz halaa
Abdullah came down the stairs to greet the two of us.
Fawaz: hala feek
Abdullah: oh hi Saba
Saba: Hey
Murooj: Saba yallah ta3alay!
Saba: okay kany yaya
I walked away from the guys and went but to "study" after we finished studying I called the driver and told him to pick me up.When I got home I put away my books and got my bag ready for school the next day.
I took my phone out I was worried about Fawaz and I haden't hear anything from him since I got home.
Saba: "hey.."
Fawaz: "hi"
Saba: " what are you thinking about?"
Fawaz: "a lot of things..."
Saba: "talk to me about it mu zain tkhaly kil shay eb galbik...what are friends for?"
Fawaz: "Saba I appreciate you being here for me but it's not the best time for me to talk right now.. akalmich when I'm ready okay?"
A7...I felt like I was slapped in the face but I couldn't blame him.
Saba: "3ala ra7tik.. talk to me when you're ready x"
Fawaz: "thanks"
Then he went offline.
I kept myself distracted by watching tv and making myself something to eat, but at the back of my mind I knew I was worried about Fawaz.
FAWAZ'S POV
Dashait baitna hal cham yom kint 7as ena fee shay metghayer ou el bait ma la 7is. El kil eb daraa aw bil mustashfa emwadeen umy 7ag maw3adha. 9akait el bab waray ou re7t el ma6bakh kent yo3an fa khathait ely ligaita.
Hessa: Fawaz?
Fawaz: hala
I turned around but I didnt see her
Hessa: hnee ana ga3da 3al daray
Fawaz: dgega al7en ayeech
I walked out the kitchen and sat next to her on the steps
Fawaz: ha 7abeebty shfeech?
Hessa: madry za3lana
Fawaz: shnu ely mza3la ekhty el3arous?
Hessa: ba3ad shinu...umy shift'ha elyoum
I looked away from hessa to avoid getting teary eyed again
Fawaz: la tawny rad al7en ba93ad wasalm 3alaiha
Hessa: Fawaz mu gadra takil
Fawaz: mn el 3ilaj gal el dr ena be9er feha chthe
Hessa: adre bs 7ta lo shlon astans w shlon atzwaj w umy b'hal 7ala?
Fawaz: la t7aten entay bs ensay 3an umy hal sbou3 w ana adeer baly 3alaiha wla et3ben nafsich ok?
I stood up walked to my moms room, after i stopped by and checked up on her i saw how tired she looked and how drained of energy she was. It broke my heart and I felt like my whole world was crashing down.. she's my mom ehya el ghalya ele mako mithlha ele elkel yitmana tkon uma 7athe 7abeebty umy el3azeeza shlon a3esh bdonha? I quickly pushed those horrible thoughts aside and took a hot shower to relax.
I pulled out my phone and opened whatsapp, I clicked on Saba's chat and saw her last seen 10:33pm
the last thing I said to her was "thanks" i felt bad how i was pushing her away but im not ready to talk to her about his yet..
allah yashfe umy..
I fell asleep after praying.
SABAS POV:
Its been 2 weeks since I last spoke to Fawaz, I tried but after trying to talk to him and being let down over and over I decided to really give him space. It was hard sleeping and waking up with him on my mind all the time but not feeling like I was on his..
Mom: Saba entay lail7en nayma?! GOUMAYY!
I jumped put of bed it was 5 and I still hadn't gone to the Salon today was Hessa's wedding!
Saba: umbaihhh mama! tawne agouuuum laish ma ga3adteeny lama re7tay?
Mom: w ana shdarany 3anich ams gilt tabeen tyeen weyay gelt la2 barou7 brou7y!
Saba: umbaih umbaihhhh lazem arou7 al7een!
I wore leggings and a hoodie then ran out the house and called the driver to meet me at the car
Saba: go to salon
Driver: okay
We reached the salon and I got my hair and nails done on time now all I had to do was my make up at home and change. I got home at 6:30 and was ready by 7:10
Saba: mama jahza?
Mom: ee bes taw el nas ne6la3 7:30
Saba: okay
I went to my room and distracted myself for the next 20 minutes. Finally it was time to leave and we went to the findiq where the wedding was at. It wasnt in a very HUGE hall like al rayya or regency bs kan 7ada 3ajeeb o bl reception of the findiq kan fee 7areem w ryayeel lana haithala ely they spend the night or are waiting to go to the wedding. Mostly guys smoking.
I had my 3abaya on and was covering my face like my mom always told me to do whenever I was all dressed up and face full of make up. seeing all these guys made me think of Fawaz...where was he o shda3wa ma ykalmne sbou3ain..:(
suddenly i felt my phone vibrate
ding!
Fawaz: guwa..
Saba: Allah ygaweek
Fawaz: wainich?
Saba: ha?
Fawaz: gilt wainich?
Saba: tawny wa9la...laish?
Fawaz: your clutch madre purse madre shetsamouna lona a7mar?
Saba: ee :o
"online"
1 minute passed..
Saba: laish?
Fawaz:...
Saba: ?
Fawaz: mashallahh....
Saba: :$ 3la shinu?
Fawaz: ba3ad 3ala shinu? 3ala elka3ab ele labsita mashallah -.-
Saba: aha ok -.-
Fawaz: la smile mra thanya...please mashallah 3alaich jameela..
Saba a smile grew on my face I couldn't resist..
Fawaz: wain khalty?
Saba: dashat el9ala
Fawaz: entay laish bara? fee shabab wayid deshay al7een
Saba: enshallah baba enshallah bs la7tha
Fawaz: sh3indich bara?
Saba: etha dashait yakhthoun mobiley!
Fawaz: mn t7acheen???
Saba: wa7d
Fawaz: mnu hatha??
Saba: t3arfa ba3ad
Fawaz: Saba mnu hatha latsawen chthe
Saba: wa7d esma fawaz ashouf ytbosamle mn b3eed esta7 ya walad
Fawaz: LOL! ahh al7een 9ertay tshofena? ;p
Saba: lol ee al7en 9ert ashoufa
Fawaz: i missed you ;p
I couldn't believe he said that, it's like all the sadness he caused me the past 2 weeks disappeared
Saba: me too
Fawaz: wallah seeing you made me so happy and it made me smile look at me i cant stop smiling!! :s
Saba: enshallah doum hal smile
I looked at him and he was typing when suddenly a guy comes up to him and whispers something in his ear. He dropped his phone and the smile on his face quickly disappeared. The guy walked away and Fawaz followed
"last seen 8:29 pm"
Saba: shfeek, sh9ayer??
I waited 5 minutes for a reply but he hadn't gotten on whatsapp since then. I decided to go into the 9ala since my mom would start wondering where I was now..Just as I was about to walk in i heard a woman shout
"degaw 3al es3aaf!"
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