We had dinner and we caught up on everything between university, our weddings, pregnancy and where we went on our honeymoons to pretty much what we did last week. It went better than expected. After they paid the check we got up said our goodbyes and left. As I picked up my purse and turned around to walk after my husband I felt a pair of eyes burning a hole at the back of my head. I turned around and just as I expected M7amad was looking at me with those eyes of his.. those eyes thought held in so many memories and so much pain and regret. I gave him a weak smile as I kissed Jawa bye.
In the car
Khalid: wallah khoush 3asha ha?
Fatima: mmm
Khalid: shfeech 7abeebty 9ar7ana eb shinu?
Fatima: Hmm?
I turned to look at him as I snapped out of a day dream
Fatima: la 7abeeby mu 9ar7ana bes ga3da afker
Khalid: tfakreen eb shinu?
He took one hand off the steering wheel and laid it on mine, causing me to flinch unexpectedly.
Fatima: afaker eb 7amood..
wait what?! did I just really say that outloud?
Khalid: shfee 7amood?el khadama ma3a enshallah mafee shay w nayem al7een tabeen etdigeen tshoufeen shlona?
Fatima: La 3ady enshallah ma fee shay w nayem akeed
I looked at my watch 10:30 yea he was asleep for sure.
M7amads POV:
Jawa: 7amood
M7amad: hmm?
Jawa:7amooooood!
M7amad: hmmm?
Jawa: shfeek ma tred?!
M7amad: shfeech Jawa? giltlech hmm!
Jawa: shda3wa 3a9abt..?
M7amad: asfa 7abeebty bes shway ta3ban banam
Jawa: okay.. te9ba7 3ala khair
M7amad: wentay mn ahala
Kserat kha6ry Jawa chna degart'ha wehya kanat taby tsolif? Refa3t rasy mn el makhada w 3a6ait'ha bosa 3ala ras'ha wehya emghamtha 3younha chan ared eb mukany w a7awl anam. Ga3at afaker eb malyon shay madry shlon nemt...
THE NEXT DAY
Fatimas POV
Ga3adt mn elnoum w legait mukan Khalood bl frash fathy, ghareeba...elyoum elyim3a waina? Ma wa3ait wla asma3 a7ad ydish el ghurfa
Khalid: 9ba7 el khair Fa6ooma
He walked in holding a tray with breakfast on it.
Fatima: 9ba7 elnour 7abeeby
I sat up straight leaning my back on the headboard of the bed.
Khalid: sawaitlich ryoug
Fatima: 7ayate enta mashkour, wain aklik ma taby takil ma3ay?
Khalid: maby akil aby a6al3ich wentay takleen hatha ely aby
I couldn't help blushing so I smiled and put my head down. He came closer to me and placed the tray on the bed then gave me a light kiss. I moved over to make space for him next to me and I grabbed a hair band to tie my hair up.
I picked up the fork to start eating as I was about to put the food in my mouth I noticed him smiling.
Fatima: shfeek?
Khalid: ma feeny shay
Fatima: magdar akil wenta ga3d et6ali3ny; I said shyly
Khalid: Ya 7alat ely yst7oun
His smile got wider and so did mine..
FLASHBACK
M7amad: miskay eedy
Fatima: asti7y
M7amad: afa...teste7een mny?
Fatima: ee!
I smiled at him I couldn't hide my smile he's the only one who made me feel this way
M7amad grabbed my hand and our hands fit together perfectly...it felt so perfect.
BACK TO REALITY
Fatima: ya 7alat ely ysawounly ryoug
I blew him a kiss then continued to eat my breakfast
After afew minutes he laid down next to me and looked up at the ceiling
Khalid: fa6oom
Fatima: hala
Khalid: tabeen ensafer?
Fatima: ensafer? wain enrou7?
Khalid: ay mukan tabeen trou7enla
Fatima: em....madry ya3ne 3endek dawam w ana 3indy 7amood madry a7is mu wagta ensafer
Khalid: oh..khala9 3ayal..
Fatima: bes etha taby enrou7 ma3indy mani3
Khalid: la khal9 dam mu wagta enrou7 bl wagt el munasib
I think he was hurt because after that he got up and left the room..
Suddenly I heard my phone ring, it was Jawa she called to see if I wanted to come over to her house tonight.
Ghareeba.. laish kela tabeena enshouf ba3ath? we're not in highschool anymore ya3ne mu fashla arou7 bait'ha w rayelha mnak? 3umoman gelt laha lazem akalim Khalid w agoulaha
I got up from bed and took the tray to the kitchen then went to talk to Khalid.
Fatima: Khalood...
Khalid: na3am
Fatima: barou7 bait Jawa mumken?
Khalid: akeed mumken tabeeny awadeech?
Fatima: La 3ady ana awady nafsy
Khalid: ok...
Hm..he was upset I could tell but I was too excited about tonight to let it get to me, I'm so selfish when it came to M7amad I hated it.
That night I got ready to go to Jawas' house, I changed and went downstairs to leave
Fatima: Khalid ana 6al3a..
Khalid: deerbalich 3ala nafsich
He got up from the couch and opened the door for me. When I got to Jawas house I called her tot ell her I was outside.
Jawa: al7een aba6ilich el bab
Fatima: okayy
I felt nervous..what if he was there? what will I do? How will I act..? is this wrong?
Just then the door opened I looked up to see who opened the door..
M7amad: Hala wallah Fatima
I was speechless..
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