Fawaz: Saba ana a7bich
to be continued......
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I looked up at him not knowing what to say.
Saba: sh-shinu?
Fawaz: ha? la wla shay bes gelt a7ibich 7ag ely sawaity enich yeetay elyoum w khalaiteeny ath7ak washoufich
I felt disappointed for some reason.
Saba: ma sawait shay Fawaz, ana kila mawjouda meta ma 7tejtny w 7ata ana a7ibik wayid
He smiled an awkward smile, kind of like he was hiding something. He got up and reached his hand out to help me get up, I hesitated at first but then I held his hand and got up.
Saba: ay dor qurfat umik?
Fawaz: ana awadeech just follow me
Saba: okay
On our way down I ran into Murooj and her brother, it was kind of weird seeing her there.
Saba: Murooj?
She turned around, her face full of make up she had on really tight jeans and a tight top to go with it. I never saw her like this before even her hair was done perfectly.
Murooj: Saba! 7abeebty shyaybech ehnee?
Saba: tawny bas2ilich nafs el su2al, ana yaya asalim 3ala khalty w a6aman 3alaiha
I was completely ignored by Murooj as her eyes wandered over to where Fawaz was standing quiet with his hands in his pockets and looking far down the hall trying not to make any eye contact so that he could avoid having a conversation with Murooj I supposed.
Murooj: Hala Fawaz
He looked away from the end of the hall and looked at Murooj.
Fawaz: Hala shlonich
Murooj walked away from me and went to stand in front of him so he could see her better.
Murooj: Ana zaina el7imdellah enta shlonik, w umik shlonha
Fawaz: wallah ta3bana maskeena bes enshallah ra7 e6eeb wt9eer a7san
He looked over at me and winked, causing me to blush like crazy for some odd reason.
Murooj obviously got upset because he winked at me so she told him to show her where his moms room was.
Murooj: Enshallah allah yashfeeha, enzain Fawaz ana thay3aa mumken edaleeny qurfat'ha?
Fawaz: Akeed, follow me.
Murooj, like the little puppy she is followed him keeping no more than a few inches spaces between him and her. I walked behind her without saying a word.
I followed him back to the room then I said bye to khalty and left with my mom. We went down to leave the hospital and waited for our driver to pick us up.
When we got home I changed, prayed and went to my room to watch a movie online. I tweeted asking if anyone had any movie suggestions hoping for a reply I laid on my bed and waited.
I felt my phone vibrate under me, so I checked to see what it was from.
FawazAlX: "@SabaAlX watch The hangover dam enich 7abaitay 21 Jump street akeed bya3jbich"
I replied
SabaAlX: "@FawazAlX lool mashkour :p al7een ashoufa"
FawazAlX: "@SabaAlX el3afuu ;p"
Suddenly I got an email from Ask.fm telling me I had received a question. I signed into ask to see what it was.
"Shlon t3arfeen F ALX"
I quickly replied with
"family friend, mumken a3ref laish?"
ding!
(1) New question: "l2ana ana 9a7bita w mabeech tt3aligain fee fahma?"
I replied: "sta7ay 3ala wayhich wain ga3deen e7na?"
ding!
(1) New question: "I'm warning you :)"
I replied: "allah yahdeech bes"
(1) New question: "7abeebty I have proof etha entay mu m9adgatny ;) wetha tabeeny awareech I'd be more than happy to"
I replied: "La mashkoura adry F AlX mu mn hal no3 khalay "proofich" 7ag nafsich"
(1) New Question: "kaifich mu ela t9adgeeny ra7 eyee yom tn9admain mn suwalif hal walad w the only person to blame bwagt'ha is you ;*"
I could feel my heart rate getting faster and faster, I didn't want to believe this girl. For all I knew she was just a jealous person who saw his replies to me on twitter, Fawaz mu mn el6abi3 ely y9a7b banat...9a7?
I got on whatsapp and told him to check my ask and see what was being said about him.
Saba: Fawaz
Fawaz: Hala
Saba: check my ask
Fawaz: laish shinu fee?
Saba: just check
Fawaz: La7tha
He left for a minute then got back online.
Fawaz: shfee umha hathy?
Saba: so it's not true?
Fawaz: ma a3rf mnu hathy
Saba: you still didn't answer me, is it true?
Fawaz: Saba -.- ma3indy 9a7ba
Saba: kan 3indik awal?
Fawaz: la2
Saba: e7lif?
Fawaz: giltlich la2 Saba ma la da3y a7lif 3ala shay chthy sakheef
Saba: ma3tbr hal shay sakheef.
Fawaz: kaifich la t9adgeeny, gtg
Saba: ok
Fawaz: bye
Saba: bye -.-
What was wrong with him! why was he so moody all the time? Ugh whatever I waited for the movie to download and then watched it before going to sleep, I was hoping Fawaz would apologize for being so rude but who was I kidding, he never apologizes. I fell asleep angry at him but I couldn't do anything about it.
The next morning I was waiting to hear something from him, I got onto whatsapp and saw that he was already online but I knew he wouldn't say anything because he was so stubborn sometimes.
ding!
Ghalia: gm, Saba elyoum ana weyach w Sara bnshouf filim okay? ave at 6
Saba: gm, dgeega as2al umy w agoulich
Ghalia: okay :D
I asked my mom if it was okay and she said I should ask my dad so I called him and he said it was fine.
Saba: Galaw okay :D
Ghalia: Okay see you tonight then
Saba: Enshallahh x
at around 5:30 I got ready to go out and then I left. When I reached the ave I called Ghalia to see where she was.
Saba: Aloo
Ghalia: heyy
Saba: wainkum?
Ghalia: 3ind el cinema yalah ta3alay na6reenich bl dor 3ashan na7jiz 7ag el filim
Saba: okay kany yayatkum
I ended the call and went up to the cinema, when I got there my eyes looked for my friends through the huge crowd of people. Somewhere in the middle of the line I saw Ghalia and Sara waiting so I made my way over to them.
Sara: Sabaaa!
We hugged and then continued to wait in line.
Sara: umbaih banat shfee hatha ga3ed ykhezna?
Saba: madry la6al3ena 3ashan ma y2atheena
Ghalia: Ee 7igryy malich shghel fee malna khelg elyoum naby nestanis mu nthaye3 wagtna ma3ahum
Saba: Ee wallah
I took out my phone to check twitter, I hated waiting in line! I checked Fawazs' last seen and saw that he was on 3 minutes ago at 6:23 pm
Shda3wa ma ykalimny all day?
Suddenly I felt someone nudge my arm really hard
Ghalia: Sabaaa! umbaaihhhh!
Saba: shfeech way khara3teeny! laish edizeen?!
Ghalia: shoufay!
She looked over at the right side of the cinema trying to show me something.
Saba: ashoud shinuuu? fee nas wayid ma shouf shay!
Ghalia: 6al3ay 3adil! shiftay hatha ely mnak akher shay b3eed yam el bent ely labsa top a7mar?
Saba: Eee shfee?
Ghalia: chna yshba Fa-
Saba: Fawaz :o
Ghalia: eeee!
Saba: la akeed mu uhwa, shoufay el bint ely ma3aa tukfain...a9lan Fawaz mu mn hal no3 ana a3arfa
Ghalia: Ya bent entay shfeech 3amya? 6al3ay 3adil hatha uhwa Fawaz!
Saba: musta7eel
Ghalia: waaaih kaifech ma yenfa3 ma3ach el kalam bl 6agag
I got onto whatsapp trying my best to act as unaffected as possible even though I was close to tears but I didn't know why.
I got onto my chat with Fawaz and typed.
Saba: hey wainik?
Fawaz: hala, 6ali3
Saba: Ee wain?
Fawaz: ave
Saba: ah ok
I felt my heart fall in my stomach
Fawaz: laish?
Saba: bes as2al, mnu ma3ak?
Fawaz: my friend
Saba: mm ok
Fawaz: shfeech?
Saba: turn around
I saw him turn around looking confused until his eyes met mine
Saba: have fun on your date.
I saw him look at his screen and type, then suddenly the girl pulled him by his arm and turned his phone off then put it in his back pocket.
Some friend....ashkara it was more than that...ma twa8a3t Fawaz chthy..
I felt like my heart was breaking to pieces, like I wasn't special to him anymore, like I was nothing and like he was hiding so much from me. I felt so bad, bad enough to make me want to throw up.
He looked at me one more time, my mouth was still slightly open because of how surprised I was. He glanced my way then put his hand on the girls back and walked into the cinema.
to be continued..
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