Monday, October 28, 2013

Saba and Fawaz: 14

Fawaz: a7ibich

I gasped when I saw what he sent and somehow my whole mind went blank..

Murooj: Saba shfeech?

I looked at her with my face like this ":o"

Murooj: Saba?

I ignored her and began moving my fingers across my screen without touching the letters because I didn't know what to say


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Saba: shinu...?


Fawaz: shinu shinu..


Saba: t7ibny?


The whole time I was getting weird looks from Murooj, then she gave up and started looking through her movies to find one to watch.

Fawaz: ee a7ibich a7ibich a7ibich! maby athaye3 wagty sakit o at7asaf 3ala yom etha khesartich 7ag ghairy

Saba: Fawaz min9ijik wla ga3ad ttghashmar?

I felt heat rushing to my face it was a whole new feeling...

Fawaz: do I look like im joking? Saba please ta3alay el9ala bakalmich tukfain

Saba: akhaf

Fawaz: mn shinu!

Saba: madry

Fawaz: 3ayal ta3alay bashra7lich kil shay

Saba: mm ok

Fawaz: 2 mins o bakoun hnak enzain?

Saba: ok

Fawaz: ;*

I felt weird sending ;* to him it never really meant much before but now it will probably mean something. I dont know how to feel this is the first time a guy says he loves me like that.. madry shinu elmafrouth a7is madry shinu lazem agoul madry!!!!

I made up an excuse and left the room to meet Fawaz in the 9ala

I went down the stairs but I couldnt see anyone, I looked around and the 9ala was empty.

"saba"

I turned around to find him leaning against the wall under the staircase in the small open space.

Saba: hey

Fawaz: he *smiling like a child*

Saba: mm..so? kint taby tgouly shay?

Fawaz: ee..

*awkward silence*

Saba: enzain... goul

Fawaz: Saba ana mnziman a7ibich, gabl kint a7isich mthl ekhty and nothing more but then I realized I really love you. I've always loved you even when we were kids and my mom allah yer7amha used to take us out I remember I always felt connected to you but now I understand why. You have this thing in you that makes me happy no matter what is going on in my life, and I know I wont find a girl like you so please give me a chance

He started talking really fast and getting really nervous so I had to slow him down

Saba: la7tha fawaz..

Fawaz: shinu

Saba: ana wla mara 7abat wa7d..

Fawaz: o ana wla mara 7abait wa7da

Saba: laish ana

Fawaz: bes, ana abeech, galby ye7tajich, ana a7tajech! fehmeeny ana a7ibich Saba a7ibichhh!

Saba: bes Fawaz..

Fawaz: 3youna

Saba: ahly ma rabony cthy

Fawaz: Saba ana mu ga3da al3ab ana mn9ejy a7ibich adry youre taking a big chance bes 3a6eeny fur9a tukfain

Saba: madry Fawaz lazem afaker o ba3dain agoulik ma3ana hal shay ma yabeela tafkeer elmafrouth agoulik la2 3ala 6oul..

Fawaz: la saba please

MurooJ (shouting from the other room): Saba! yallahhhh

Saba: umbaih lazem arou7 mabeeha tshoufna hnee ba3dain ra7 tfaker ghala-

Murooj (standing behind them): Fawaz?

Fawaz: hala Murooj

Murooj: Saba shga3a tsaween?

Saba: Kint barou7 el ma6bakh chan ashouf Fawaz 6ale3

Murooj: el ma6bakh mu hal 9ob...

Saba: qa9dy sema3t a7ad ga3d yamshy fa yeet ashouf mnu..

Murooj: ahaa..

she gave me a "latchathbeen" look and then looked at Fawaz, all of a suddent her voice became higher and more daloo3a-y

Murooj: ha Fawaz, mashy laish wayid embacher eg3ad shwayaaaa

Fawaz: wallah ta3ban o waray alf shaghla lazem asaweeha esm7eely

Murooj: ohh good luck 3ayal ashoufik....emm, bacher enshallah?

Saba: tshoufeena?

Murooj: ya3ne I mean eyee 7ag ukhouy mu 7agy *dala3 laugh*

Saba: aha...

Fawaz: y9eer khair, yallah 3ayal ma3a elsalama

He looked at me, his eyes still begging me silently, and walked out.

I turned to Murooj

Saba: Murooj..

Murooj: ha?

Saba: theglay shwaya wayid ga6a nafsich 3al walad -.-

Murooj: min9ijich entay?

Saba: ee wallah min9ijy

For some reason I felt protective over him, as if he was mine and only mine...which he wasnt..

Murooj: 7abeebty ma a7taj a7ad ygouly athgil lany thgeela o mala da3y hal kalam, o mn meta yhimich ana shlon akalim Fawazyy

Saba: Fawazyy???

Murooj: tara ashkara y7ibny bes madry shfeech ma tshoufeen hal shay

I laughed under my breath

Murooj: shetha7ik?!

Saba: laa wla shay

Murooj: laish m7tara? el rayal y7ibny sh7arechh??

Saba: 9adgeeny lo ba7tar entay btkounen akher wa7da a7tar mnha

I couldn't believe me and Murooj were actually fighting over a guy...

Murooj: la wallah?!!

Saba: Ee wallah, madry shfeech 9ayra wayid tshoufeen nafsich zyada 3an el lzoom! o 9adgeeny Fawaz ma y7ibich

I picked up my bag and got up to leave

Saba: ana barou7

Murooj: wain???

Saba: barid el bait lana maby at'hawash o gmtay tnarfizeeny

Murooj: shd3waa -.-

Saba: wallah jad.. ma7ib shlon wayid ga6a nafsich 3alaih lana adry ena uhwa ma y7ibich

Murooj: gouleely shdarach ma y7ibny!

Saba: Lana.....lana a3rfa 3adil o ana weya 7adna close

Murooj: mn mita?

Saba: mn gabl cham sbou3

Murooj: aha fa kalimach 3any akeed 9a7?

Saba: UFFF Murooj MA Y7EBECH BES FILEEHA!

I stormed out the room and went out to my car and got in..Fawaz is mine, onlyyyy MINE.. she can't have him. Not now, not ever. And just then I made up my mind, I knew what to tell Fawaz.





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