Thursday, August 22, 2013

Saba and Fawaz: 13


Fawaz: etha teqadamtlich...twafqeen?

Saba: shinu??!

Fawaz: bes goulay ee wla la2 la tfashleeny

Saba: min9ejek ga3d tes2al wla ga3d ttghashmar ba3ad

Fawaz: la min9ijy..

I just looked at my screen like this :o


----

Saba: fawaz madry shagoulik ya3ne mu shay agdar ajawib 3alaih chthy 3araft?

My heart was pounding really really fast! I wanted to scream YESS but I didn't want to look desperate.

Fawaz: bes su2al shfeech ma gelt basaweeha..

Saba: ohh

I felt my heart sink to my stomach :( I was disappointed

Fawaz: enzain ee wela la2?

He wanted Saba to just say yes, he was tired of hiding his feelings towards her for so long, and with the death of his mother and his sister getting married he just really wanted someone and Saba was perfect for him.

Saba: Awafiq laish la2

Fawaz: shinu laish la2 chny ana wla shay 3endech :p mu taris 3ainich ana wla shinu?

Saba: LOOOL laaa shakuuuuuu bes ya3ne ma tadry mnu yetqadamly :p yemken a7la minik

Fawaz: afaaa :( ya3ne ana mu 7ilo?

Saba: embala embala ent 7iloo ;p

Fawaz: adry mu lazem tgoulen a9lan ana jameel ;)

Saba: la wallah? mn meda7 nafsa yabeela rafsa ;p

Fawaz: tabeen t3rfeen mnu a7la mny?

Saba: mnuu -.-

Fawaz: esemha yabdy eb S

Saba: hm.....

Fawaz: Sa

Saba: I wonderrrr who it could beeeee

Fawaz: Sab..

Saba: mmm, ana?

Fawaz: ufff mashallah thakeya! shlon 3araftay?

Saba: madry wallah ya3nee yany e7sas ena its me:p

Fawaz: ahaa ;p

Saba: lol

Fawaz: bes tara entay 9ij 7ilwa.. mu ghashmara

Saba: mashkour :$

Fawaz: la la laaa mesta7ya???

Saba: chubb laa2!

Fawaz: ha 3ayal laish t76een ":$"

Saba: kaify

Fawaz: aha kaifich? ee enzain :)

Saba: :)

Fawaz: lets play truth or dare

Saba: random... bes yallah ok

Fawaz: entay awal, truth or dare?

Saba: mm...truth

Fawaz: youre such a girl 3ala6oul truth yal khawafa :p

Saba: LOL chub ;p

Fawaz: ok hmm... ever been inlove?

Saba: never

Fawaz: you never even liked a guy?

Saba: your turn :p I cant answer that until it's my turn again

Fawaz: fine, truth

Saba: Ever been inlove?

Fawaz: never

Saba: chathab

Fawaz: wallah el3atheem

Saba: shlon -.-

Fawaz: shinu shlon ba3ad wla mara 7abait lazem a7ib ya3ne??!

Saba: la mu gha9dy chthy bes ya3ne.. nvm nvm yallah ask me

Fawaz: ok turth or dare

Saba: truth

Fawaz: tabeen ensamy el la3ba truth or truth? lana shaklich btnageen truth kil mara :p

Saba: adry! LOL

Fawaz: did you ever talk to a guy? ghairy ana ya3ne tkalmeen wa7d akthar mn just friends

Saba: la2...

Fawaz: dory

Saba: did you ever talk to a girl as more than friends?

Fawaz: la2

Saba: fawaz ga3d tgoul el 9ij wla shinu?

Fawaz: shinu shayftany Saba..? tara Im not a player mu 3ashan kil el shabab ely tshoufonhum aw tesm3oun 3anhum ythab6oun w 3endehum suwalif banat ya3ne ana methelhum.. ana mu fathy 3ashan akalim wa7da a9lan

Saba: ok..shfeek 3a9abt

Fawaz: ma 3a9abt bes abeech tefhmeen

Saba: fahamt

Fawaz: agoulich shay?

Saba: goul

Fawaz: entay awal bint 9ej arta7laha

Saba: shlon ya3ne?

Fawaz: ya3ne entay awal wa7da a7is 9ej tefhmeeny

Saba: taby agoulik shay ba3ad?

Fawaz: goulay

Saba: ana ba3ad wayid arta7 lama akalmik..

FAWAZ'S POINT OF VIEW

a7ibha wallah a7ibha! bes akhaf agoulaha w tkhtere3 aw t7es enha mu merta7a! shasawy?? magdar ma akalimha lazem akalimha kil yom wila ma arta7. There's something about her thats so perfect she makes me feel like theres still hope for me a7is ena 7ata lo khesart ashya2 wayid etha ehya ma3ay kel hal ashya2 ma teswa a9lan.

Fawaz: ma tadreen shkither ana mestanis al7een..

Saba: mny ana?

*akeed minich ya 7abeebty..* Kan wedy agoulaha 7abeebty bes ma agdar!

Fawaz: akeed minich 3ayal mn minu :p

Saba: I'm glad :D

Back to Saba's point of view

We kept playing for a few more minutes then I got tired and told him I had to sleep.

The next day I woke up really late at around 3-4 pm

ding!

I checked my phone wila murooj texted me

Murooj: wainich?

Murooj: alooooo

Murooj: yal kalba entay lail7een nayma!!!?

Murooj: enzain ana awareech lama tgoumeen

Saba: gm :p

Murooj: gm ha? elsa3a 4! YALLAH TA3ALAY

Saba: enzain al7een abadil wayeech

Murooj: yalla im waiting

Saba: ;p

Murooj: she put the -.- face

After I got ready and was about to leave the house I got a message from Fawaz.

Fawaz: gm :p

Saba: gm

Fawaz: tara ana yay bait murooj now entay wainich?

Saba: tawny 6al3a 10 mins w o9al 3endaha

Fawaz: enzain gabl la edisheen ne6reeny ayee 3ashan thnainatna nkoun 3end el bab bnafs el wagt

Saba: enshallah

When I reached bait'ha ne6art bl sayara taghreeban 5 mins 3ala ma yo9al Fawaz. We he got there he parked his black range and got out, he had sunglasses on and a almost tight white shirt on that flattered his muscles and made his six pack show more, the white also made his tan stand out more. He also had on black knee length shorts and was wearing dark beige toms, when I saw him he looked perfect...guys dont always pull off Toms but wow..Fawaz sure did.
 
He flashed me a smile and signaled for me to get out the car, I got out and walked with him to the gates.

Fawaz: hala shlonich?

Saba: zaina *smiling*

Fawaz: shfeech mesta7ya *with a grin on his face that made my heart melt*

Saba: shaku mesta7ya? wallah la2 *I said while looking at the ground*

I dont know why I was feeling so nervous! why did I feel he was like my bf all of a sudden? was it because of what I told him yesterday??

Fawaz: enzain 6al3eeny shda3wa *teasing way*

I looked at him and gave him a smile

Saba: yallah endish?

Fawaz: afaa ya3ne ma tabeen etkalmeeny? *he said in a joking sad tone*

Saba: la mu 3an bes a7is shakilna mm...madry shlon agoulik ya3ne ghala6 chthy wagfeen bara ma3a ba3th

Fawaz: mu merta7a?

Saba: la embala bes ya3-

he cut me off

Fawaz: khala9 3ayal endish dakhl wla t'thayegain *he said in a sincere way that made me relieved*

We had an awkward silence for 3 seconds then we both suddenly reached out to ring the door bell.

Our hands touched and it felt like a shock went through my body.

*Saba and Fawaz looking at each other with their hadns touching*

I moved my hand away and so did he

Fawaz: asif

Saba: la 3ady ma sawait shay *I gave him an awkward smile*

suddenly Murooj came to open the door

Murooj: heyy!

I turned around to see her, I hope she wasnt there to see what happened just now

I walked up the steps, Fawaz behind me and we both said hello and went inside.

When we went in I went to her room and Fawaz went to the duwaneya 

Murooj: Saba bagoulich shay!

Saba: goulay

Murooj: bes sem3ay o la tgouleen shay ela lama akhali9

Saba: enzain? *weird tone*

Murooj: a7is Fawaz mu3jab feeny...ya3ne ashoufa kela gam eyee baitna o kha9atan lama entay tyeen ya3ne a7es eeyee bes 3ashan yshoufny o lama entay mawjouda yegdar yrage3 el salfa w ykalminy lanich mawjouda hnee fa 3alabona besalim 3alaina bes ya3ne yaby yshoufny

Saba: min9ejech? *I held back the laughter*

Murooj: Eee! ma la7athatay??

Saba: ee ee emabal la7atht *trying hard not to laugh*

Murooj: sheftay!

Saba: bes entay t7ibeena?

Murooj: tabeen el9ij?

Saba: akeed

Murooj: amout 3alaih..

Saba: shnu?! *I became angry all of a sudden*

Murooj: shfeech bismillah... giltlech ee a7eba

Saba: bes laish ya3ne shinu ely fee ya3jibich *suddenly I became protective over him*

Murooj: mm ya3ne yshawig kil shay fee 7ilo, ytha7ek w ywanis o y3aref yet3amal ma3ay o uhwa rfeej okhouy fa y3arefna 3adel o chthy o ba3ad ena....

She kept going on and on, and I just became more and more mad

I had on a bitchy smile my face was like this :)

suddenly my phone vibrated.

Fawaz: Saba..

I looked at my phone the way he wrote it made me worried.

(back to murooj)

Murooj:  o ya3ne jesma, umbaih jesmaa?? NAR w tha7kita waayy cute! w shakla mithl elteddy bear 3araftay ely chthy madry shlon wedich t3itheena ya3ne mn kither ma uhwa yshawig...

she kept talking as I pretended to pay attention but I actually was replying to Fawaz.

Saba: Hala

Fawaz: typing

Fawaz: online

Fawaz: typing..

*shfee hatha...*

Fawaz: a7ibich

I gasped when I saw what he sent and somehow my whole mind went blank..

Murooj: Saba shfeech?

I looked at her with my face like this ":o"

Murooj: Saba?

I ignored her and began moving my fingers across my screen without touching the letters because I didn't know what to say






Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Saba and Fawaz: 12

ding!

Whatsapp; Fawaz

tawny mkalmita shfee?

I was about to unlock my phone wila ashouf obouy wagf 3end 7osh baitna,.w kan em3a9iiiiiiiiib

----
I got near to him and I could tell he was really angry.

Saba: salam 3laiku-

Dad: deshay dakhel

Saba: e-eenshalah....

dashait el bait w 3youny bl arth khift ashoufa yhfny kaf aw shay! madry laish em3a9ib laih hal darja..Allah yaster

I walked into the house and found my mom standing in the middle of the 9ala, shwaya wela asma3 bab el bait yn9ak w obouy ygareb.

Dad: wain kentay?

Saba: Kent bl fe-

Dad: LATCHATHBEEN WAIN KENTAY?!

Saba: yuba ana kint bl fer3 wallah kent bl fer-

He then pulled me by my hair and came close to me, I've never seen him like this before...

Dad: Saba.3an.el.chthb. Akher mara as2ilich! WAIN KENTAY!!

Saba: geltlek! kent bel fer3 ray7a ashtery aghrath ka shouf!

I lifted my bag up to show him.

Dad: Ana kent bel fer3 lama umich dagat 3alaich ma sheft ay a7ad, al7een betgoulenly el9ij wila btkamleen 3ala chethbetech?

Saba: yuba wallah el3atheem re7t el fer3 yemken ma la7agt 3alay aw ma sheftny!

Dad: mn kubur el fer3 ma ashoufich?

He pulled my by my hair harder and I started to cry from the pain.

Mom: bes khala9 Talal ana batfaham ma3aha, had a39abik w rou7 eg3ad

He slowly let go of my hair and looked at me in disgust then went to sit down.

Mom ( whispering in my ears ): etha 3abalich entay thakeya tara e7na n3arfech w n3aref hal 7arakat w laykoun 3abalich lana e7na kbar mu athka menech. La 7abeebty n3aref fa t7achay al7een 3ashan ma tt7asifain.

For a second I thought of telling them, but then again I knew my parents would kill me if they knew I got in a car with a guy even if it was JUST fawaz...

Saba: entaw mn 9ejkum shakeen feeny?? Al7een ana mu bentkum?? laish chthy! laish maku theqa baina!

Mom: ya3ne mu9era enich ray7a el fer3?

Saba: EE YUMA EE!

my mom and dad turned to look at each other and they gave up.

Dad: rou7ay darech w 7sabna ma3ach ba3dain

I picked up my bag and wiped my tears and when to my room to cry, again.

after I fell asleep for 2 hours my mom came in to tell me the new "rules" I wasnt allowed to go out the house after 6 I had to tell them when, where, with who and why I was going out. They wanted all my friends numbers aswell as their parents numbers and also I wasn't allowed out to the fer3 without permission. I hate them! I hate my family and I hate my life! they were never like this! I didn't even do anything wrong!!!! well I did but uhma laish yshikoun feeny!!! wai3

I had no choice but to follow the new rules, I hate this.

after the 3 days mn Fawazs' moms' death Fawaz was talking to me more and more everyday. We would spend hours on end just talking on the phone or texting. Everyday I started to like him more and more it was so...weird.. I think I love him.

Fawaz: Saba meta betyeen bait Murooj?

Saba: laish?

Fawaz: 3ashan ashoufich mnak

Saba: tawik shayefny shtaby feeny

Fawaz: I want to thank you in person..wallah sa3adteeny akthar mn ay a7ad a3arfa in the past few days

Saba: mm...madry meta barou7

Fawaz: tegdreen bacher?

Saba: lazem ehya ta3zimny my9eer a3zem nafsy

Fawaz: kalmeeha w shoufay she9eer

Saba: ok

I called Murooj and we talked, like I expected she asked me to come over tomorrow, I asked my dad and since he knows murooj and her family well he allowed me to go,

Saba: Fawaz barou7 bacher mn 5-8

Fawaz: bes? shwaya!

Saba: adry it's part of my stupid punishment

Fawaz: waaih.. ma 3alaih ayeelich wla yhemech

Saba: :$

Fawaz: Saba?

Saba: hmm?

Fawaz: 3endy su2al

Saba: es2al

Fawaz: entay....ehm..

Saba: ??

Fawaz: entay meta nawya ttzawijain?

Saba: atzawaj?! laish??

Fawaz: la bes as2al ya3ne bes aby a3rf

Saba: aha umm lama atkharaj aw lama eyeely eln9eeb 9ara7a ma yhemny meta al7een ba3dain 3ugub sena aw 4 sneen 3ady

Fawaz: laish ma yhemech?

Saba: lana el wagt ma yafreg m3ay el ensan ely batzawija uhwa ely yafrig

Fawaz: enzain eyounlich khi6ab?

Saba: ee eyounly bes mu wayid tawny bismellah ma midany atkharaj w adish el jam3a

Fawaz: ee 9a7... enzain lo yalich wa7id wild 7alal w zain w y7ebech al7een terthain?

Saba: lol shfeech sh'hal as2ila?

Fawaz: lol bes jawbay :p aby a3rf el banat shlon yfakroun

Saba: lol enzain emm ee akeed laish agoul la2 akeed bagoul ee etha zain w kil shay mafy shay nagi9 artha

Fawaz: enzain entay sht7been bl wa7d ya3ne lo ygolonlich to make a list of things you like shinu uhma those things?

Saba: hmm thats a hard question... akeed lazem ykoun 7ilo, w tan, w sh3ra g9eer, lazem ykoun 6weel bes my wayid 6weel, lazem jesma ykoun 7ilo w shakh9eeta 7ilwa ba3ad, lazem y3aref shlon yhtam eb masha3r el bent w y3aref shlon ydali3ny w ykalimny eb esloub zain. Ba3ad shinu hmm...lazem ma ykoun 7ail metshadid w mu 3a9abey lazem yghar 3alay w ma yertha a7ad yt7arash feeny. Lazem ykoun uhwa ely rab3a kilhum wedhum ykonon methla w lazem ykhaf raba w y9aly. Ma yshrab, ma ydakhin, w ma3enda suwalif tethebe6 w banat...

Fawaz: ULLAHH entay wain btelgainlech rayel allah y3een ahalich ebtalshaw feech

Saba: 7maaaaarrrr! laish maku ryayeel chthy?!

Fawaz: yemken bl aflam ee bes bl 9ej laaaaa2

Saba: laish???

Fawaz: guys want one thing :p

Saba: chub Fawaz jad ma t'tha7ik

Fawaz: atghshmar atghashmar fee chthy bes mu wayid

Saba: enzain dawerly wa7d yakh6ebny :p

Fawaz: ka ana kil hal ashya2 ely gilteeha shfeeny ana?

Saba: la wallah ;p

Fawaz: ee wallah mn9ejy laish ana mu hal ashya2?

Saba: mmm....madry ent gouly

Fawaz: Saba

Saba: shfeek tgoul esmy chthy chenek emsawy mu9eeba lol na3am?

Fawaz: etha teqadamtlich...twafqeen?

Saba: shinu??!

Fawaz: bes goulay ee wla la2 la tfashleeny

Saba: min9ejek ga3d tes2al wla ga3d ttghashmar ba3ad

Fawaz: la min9ijy..

I just looked at my screen like this :o


----

to be continued

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Saba and Fawaz: 11


She walked towards me and lifted her hand to slap me across the face..

To be continued

 ----

Saba: yuma wallah ma sawait shay!!

I screamed just a second too late, her hand already slapped my face and left a mark.

Mom: entay ma teste7een 3ala wayhich?! ma rabainach a7san mn chthy?! yallah thelfay darech yallah!

I couldn't manage to say anything else so I walked up to my room sobbing as the tears streamed down my face. I got to my room and locked the door then took out my phone.

*dialing Fawaz*

no answer, redial...? no answer again! redial..

Fawaz: Aloo?

Saba: Fawaz :(

Fawaz: Saba shfeech?

*sniff sniff*

Saba: umy 6agatny

Fawaz: aa7! laish sh9ar? la7thaa la7tha entay ga3da tabcheen??

Saba: Fawaz shsawy? umy 3abalha ana mwa3ditik elyom lama shafny khaly shasawy ehya fahma kil shay ghala6!

Fawaz: ne6ray cham sa3a w ba3dain rou7ay kalmeeha bhdou2 w la tabcheen

*tga6a3 galb Fawaz lama sema3ha tabchy, awal mara y7es bhal shu3oor*

They ended the call and Saba went to wash her face and change before going to talk to her mom.

nezalt ta7at 3ashan ashouf umy wainha wela algaha ga3da bl 9ala 3al qanafa.

Saba: mama?

Mom: hmm

Saba: 3ady akalmich?

Mom: tkalmay

Saba: yuma entay w khaly fahamtaw kil shay ghala6.. w thelamteeny.. tadreen mnu hatha ely shafny asalim 3alaih elyoum?

She didnt answer..

Saba: mama hatha kan Fawaz..

Mom: Fawaz: Al-X?

Saba: ee yuma ba3ad fee ghaira?

Mom: ya3ne ma kentay mwa3da wa7d?

Saba: yuma ana bentech bhal s'houla tshikeen feeny? mu entay ely mrabyatny? shhal kalam..

Mom: wallah ana asfa 7abeebty bes uhwa ba3ad t3arfeena khalich khara3ny w khalany afaker ashya2 mu zaina ba3ad shsawy um w akhaf 3ala binty

Saba: ma aloumich yumaaa ana fahma gha9dich bes ena entay 7ata ma 3a6aiteeny fur9a eny ashra7lich my9eer chthy :(

I felt the tears stinging my eyes and my cheek begin to heat up from where I was slapped.

Mom: ana asfa 7abeebty sam7eeny

Saba: akeed basam7ich mama bes please mra thanya latshikeen feeny chthy..

Mom: enshallah 7abeebty

I gave her a kiss on her head and went back up to my room.

*ding!*

Whatsapp: Fawaz

Fawaz: sh9ar ma3ach?

Saba: t2asifat

Fawaz: ashwa el7imdellah

ga3dna ana w Fawaz ensolif 7ag cham sa3a lama gumt adoukh

Saba: Fawaz

Fawaz: hmm?

Saba: banam

Fawaz: yallah ana ba3ad

Saba: ok gn x

Fawaz: gn, w sam7eeny 3ala elyoum ok?

Saba: ok :p

I put my phone off and went to sleep, tomorrow was going to be a big day..and no not in a good way.

---

Next day:


Mom: Saba!

Saba: bismillah shfeek t9arkheen? 3asa ma shar

Mom: ta3alay bser3a!

Saba: kany yaya

I got out of bed and ran to my moms room to see what was happening

Mom: Saba :(

Saba: shfeech??

Mom: khaltich..

Saba: ay khala??

Mom: um Fawaz

Saba: shfeeha???

Mom: twafat

Saba: SHINU!?

Mom: tawa we9aly el khabar

Saba: la mu9eer shlon! ga3da tt3alaj mafeeha shay!! shinu?? ha?? shlon!!!

Mom: allah  yer7amha

I quickly ran back to my room remembering that my phone was switched off, I switched it back on and saw 8 new messages all broadcasts saying stuff like "allah yer7amha" w ad3eya w meta byadfenonha w wain el 3aza.

Dashait 3ala chat Fawaz wla his last seen gabl cham dgeega.

dialing: fawaz

ya rab he picks up ya rab he picks up ya rab he picks up!!!

ring---ring---ring---beep beep beep....

sada  :o

Dashait el chat w dazaitla message.

Saba: Fawaz adry enik malik khilg a7ad, 3atham allah ajrek if you need me you know where to find me.

I went back to see the details of the 3aza, wela the mens 3aza is right next to the womans 3aza

that day me and my mom went to the 3aza but like I expected, Fawaz ignored my message he didnt even go in whatsapp to read it and he wouldn't answer any calls AND I didn't see him.

When I got back home I changed out of my 3abaya and went to bed to rest.. faj2a wila ashouf mobiley gam yhiz..

Incoming call: Fawaz

I accepted the call and waited for him to talk first.

Fawaz: .....*crying*

Saba: Fawaz...?

Fawaz: I need you

Saba: I'm here

Fawaz: la la I NEED you

Saba: ya3ne shlon

Fawaz: ya3ne lazem ashoufich

Saba: ehmm ok bes wain?

(I couldn't say no and break his heart more)

Fawaz: el fer3 yam baitkum I'll be there in 10

Saba: ok see you then

I wore my training and a black hoodie I look really casual, kind of like a guy it was the look I was going for I didn't want to attract any attention.

I walked to the fer3 and waited for the parking. 2 minutes later a black car showed up, it was Fawazs' car. He rolled down the window

Fawaz: get in

Saba: na3am??

Fawaz: Saba..

Saba: fine

I opened the door and sat in the front seat. He drove into the far end of the parking lot and parked the car, his windows emqayema fa ma7ad yegdar yshoufna.

Saba: so... want to talk..?

Fawaz: mmnasmns....

He started mumbling stuff I couldn't understand, suddenly I saw dmou3 falling down his face and they were alot.

Fawaz: Saba...matat umy khala9 ra7at bes ma3indy um..al7een la 3indy um wla 3indy obou w ekhty shwa wbtzawaj..wain arou7 ana? ma kan 3indy a7ad bhal denya ghairha w ham ehya ra7at

He started crying more and more and it broke my heart. I never saw a guy cry and for some reason it made me love him...even more than I already did.

Saba: you have me..

Fawaz: aby umy Saba abeeha

Saba: goul allah yer7mha tara elbachy ma yfeed :( Fawaz la t3awer galby ma7ib ashoufik chthy magdar

Fawaz: shasawy Saba wallah mu beedy 7awalt I stay strong bes khala9 magdar MAGDAR!
He punched the steering wheel with his fist, it scared me a little bit.

Saba: shway shway Fawaz breathe it's going to be ok

Fawaz: goulele shlon! shlon!!! SHLON BARID EL BAIT W MA ALGA UMY SHLON!

Saba: Fawaz sam belra7man hatha wagt'ha ba3ad shitsawy? 7awalt twadeeha kil el decatra ely gedart 3alaihum bes hatha qadr allah ya yomha ba3ad el ensan ma yegdar yet7akam bhal umoor

Fawaz: kila miny, kil yom 6ali3 raye7 duwaneya w kila shalaih bes lama fethait re7tlaha, ga3adt 3endaha...kanat taby a7ad...taby ay a7ad mara kbeera mareetha maskeena...umy 7abeebty w rou7y w galby kila miny matat ana elsebab!!

Saba: FAWAZ! SH'HAL 7ACHY!? ent sawait ely 3alaik! 3umrik la tgoul hal kalam!

Tfaja2 eny gumt a9arikh bes wallah ya3ne magedart asta7mil! ma gedart asma3a ygoul ena wafat uma kanat eb sebeta!

After he calmed down abit we started talking, I made him smile once so that was an improvement.

Fawaz: aaakhhh rasyy ga3d yethba7ny

Saba: taby panadol? anzil el fer3 ayeeblik tara fee 9adaleya yamna ba3ad

Fawaz: la la ma7taj

Saba: 3ayal shinu taby..

Fawaz;....

silence

I could tell he was about to cry again so wihtout thinking I moved in closer to him, He closed his eyes for a while and I think he started to drift off into sleep..his head slowly started leaning towards mt shoulders until his head was completely on my shoulder and somewhat on my chest. I couldn't wake him up this was probably the only sleep he got in the past 2 days. He was gorgeous, his beautiful eyes so gently closed and his thick dark eyelashes all perfect and neat I looked at his nose, sharp and defined perefectly not too big and not too small, then his lips- oh his lips were so perfect words could not describe them. his facial hair showed he haden't shaved for a while and it gave him a sexy scruffy look which went perfectly with is tanned skin. 10 minutes later his mouth opened a bit while he was sleeping.

ringggg ringgggg

someone was calling me. I checked my phone wila it was my mom.

I gently moved Fawazs' head so I could answer the phone.

Mom: Saba? wainich? wain 6al3a w ma tgolenly mn meta e7na nertha tsaween chthy?? entay weya mnu!?

Saba: yuma haday shway shway la t7ateen ana bl fer3 re7t ashtereely cham shghala

Mom: la wallah? w laish 3indina rajoo?? mu 3ashan eyeeblich agrath mn el fer3? mn meta tsaween hal 7arakat Saba!

Saba: ana asfa yuma bes hal shay fashala goula yrou7 eyeebly yah!

Mom: laih hal daraja te7tajain hal shay? ma gedartay tyeen 3indy thosufeen etha fee eb ghurfity??

Saba: asfa yuma mara7 a3eedha kany shwaya w ared el bait

Mom: batfaham ma3ach lama tredeen yallah bser3a la6waleen na6ritich ana

I looked over to see Fawaz sleeping so calmly and my heart ached at the thought of waking him up.

Saba: enshallah, yallah bye

shwaya chan agawma

Saba: Fawaz..
I nudged his arms a little

Saba: Fawaz........

Fawaz: mmm

Saba: Fawaz: goum umy m3a9ba tabeeny ared el bait betzefny

Faawaz: mm bs dgeega..

He mummbled and went back to sleep

Saba: Fawaz goum! agoulik umy na6ra tzfny bl bait lazem amshy!

Fawaz: asif asif wallah

He quickly got up and realized he had dozed off and slept on me

Saba: 3ady bes wallah lazem arou7 asfa..

Fawaz: la lat2asifainly ana ely asifa athahitich bes I needed you

Saba: ma athaitny wla shay I'm always here bes yallah lazem arou7

Fawaz: ok

I moved to open the door

Fawaz: Saba..

I turned to look at him

Saba: hala

Fawaz just stared at me not saying anything

Fawaz: la khala9 wla shay

Saba: ok....

Fawaz: bye

Saba: bye kalimny meta ma taby

Fawaz: mashkoura matga9reen

Saba: ma sawait shay

I got out of the car and went in to the fer3 to buy my "stuff" then I quickly walked home..


ding!

Whatsapp; Fawaz

tawny mkalmita shfee?

I was about to unlock my phone wila ashouf obouy wagf 3end 7osh baitna,.w kan em3a9iiiiiiiiib