She walked towards me and lifted her hand to slap me across the face..
To be continued
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Saba: yuma wallah ma sawait shay!!
I screamed just a second too late, her hand already slapped my face and left a mark.
Mom: entay ma teste7een 3ala wayhich?! ma rabainach a7san mn chthy?! yallah thelfay darech yallah!
I couldn't manage to say anything else so I walked up to my room sobbing as the tears streamed down my face. I got to my room and locked the door then took out my phone.
*dialing Fawaz*
no answer, redial...? no answer again! redial..
Fawaz: Aloo?
Saba: Fawaz :(
Fawaz: Saba shfeech?
*sniff sniff*
Saba: umy 6agatny
Fawaz: aa7! laish sh9ar? la7thaa la7tha entay ga3da tabcheen??
Saba: Fawaz shsawy? umy 3abalha ana mwa3ditik elyom lama shafny khaly shasawy ehya fahma kil shay ghala6!
Fawaz: ne6ray cham sa3a w ba3dain rou7ay kalmeeha bhdou2 w la tabcheen
*tga6a3 galb Fawaz lama sema3ha tabchy, awal mara y7es bhal shu3oor*
They ended the call and Saba went to wash her face and change before going to talk to her mom.
nezalt ta7at 3ashan ashouf umy wainha wela algaha ga3da bl 9ala 3al qanafa.
Saba: mama?
Mom: hmm
Saba: 3ady akalmich?
Mom: tkalmay
Saba: yuma entay w khaly fahamtaw kil shay ghala6.. w thelamteeny.. tadreen mnu hatha ely shafny asalim 3alaih elyoum?
She didnt answer..
Saba: mama hatha kan Fawaz..
Mom: Fawaz: Al-X?
Saba: ee yuma ba3ad fee ghaira?
Mom: ya3ne ma kentay mwa3da wa7d?
Saba: yuma ana bentech bhal s'houla tshikeen feeny? mu entay ely mrabyatny? shhal kalam..
Mom: wallah ana asfa 7abeebty bes uhwa ba3ad t3arfeena khalich khara3ny w khalany afaker ashya2 mu zaina ba3ad shsawy um w akhaf 3ala binty
Saba: ma aloumich yumaaa ana fahma gha9dich bes ena entay 7ata ma 3a6aiteeny fur9a eny ashra7lich my9eer chthy :(
I felt the tears stinging my eyes and my cheek begin to heat up from where I was slapped.
Mom: ana asfa 7abeebty sam7eeny
Saba: akeed basam7ich mama bes please mra thanya latshikeen feeny chthy..
Mom: enshallah 7abeebty
I gave her a kiss on her head and went back up to my room.
*ding!*
Whatsapp: Fawaz
Fawaz: sh9ar ma3ach?
Saba: t2asifat
Fawaz: ashwa el7imdellah
ga3dna ana w Fawaz ensolif 7ag cham sa3a lama gumt adoukh
Saba: Fawaz
Fawaz: hmm?
Saba: banam
Fawaz: yallah ana ba3ad
Saba: ok gn x
Fawaz: gn, w sam7eeny 3ala elyoum ok?
Saba: ok :p
I put my phone off and went to sleep, tomorrow was going to be a big day..and no not in a good way.
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Next day:
Mom: Saba!
Saba: bismillah shfeek t9arkheen? 3asa ma shar
Mom: ta3alay bser3a!
Saba: kany yaya
I got out of bed and ran to my moms room to see what was happening
Mom: Saba :(
Saba: shfeech??
Mom: khaltich..
Saba: ay khala??
Mom: um Fawaz
Saba: shfeeha???
Mom: twafat
Saba: SHINU!?
Mom: tawa we9aly el khabar
Saba: la mu9eer shlon! ga3da tt3alaj mafeeha shay!! shinu?? ha?? shlon!!!
Mom: allah yer7amha
I quickly ran back to my room remembering that my phone was switched off, I switched it back on and saw 8 new messages all broadcasts saying stuff like "allah yer7amha" w ad3eya w meta byadfenonha w wain el 3aza.
Dashait 3ala chat Fawaz wla his last seen gabl cham dgeega.
dialing: fawaz
ya rab he picks up ya rab he picks up ya rab he picks up!!!
ring---ring---ring---beep beep beep....
sada :o
Dashait el chat w dazaitla message.
Saba: Fawaz adry enik malik khilg a7ad, 3atham allah ajrek if you need me you know where to find me.
I went back to see the details of the 3aza, wela the mens 3aza is right next to the womans 3aza
that day me and my mom went to the 3aza but like I expected, Fawaz ignored my message he didnt even go in whatsapp to read it and he wouldn't answer any calls AND I didn't see him.
When I got back home I changed out of my 3abaya and went to bed to rest.. faj2a wila ashouf mobiley gam yhiz..
Incoming call: Fawaz
I accepted the call and waited for him to talk first.
Fawaz: .....*crying*
Saba: Fawaz...?
Fawaz: I need you
Saba: I'm here
Fawaz: la la I NEED you
Saba: ya3ne shlon
Fawaz: ya3ne lazem ashoufich
Saba: ehmm ok bes wain?
(I couldn't say no and break his heart more)
Fawaz: el fer3 yam baitkum I'll be there in 10
Saba: ok see you then
I wore my training and a black hoodie I look really casual, kind of like a guy it was the look I was going for I didn't want to attract any attention.
I walked to the fer3 and waited for the parking. 2 minutes later a black car showed up, it was Fawazs' car. He rolled down the window
Fawaz: get in
Saba: na3am??
Fawaz: Saba..
Saba: fine
I opened the door and sat in the front seat. He drove into the far end of the parking lot and parked the car, his windows emqayema fa ma7ad yegdar yshoufna.
Saba: so... want to talk..?
Fawaz: mmnasmns....
He started mumbling stuff I couldn't understand, suddenly I saw dmou3 falling down his face and they were alot.
Fawaz: Saba...matat umy khala9 ra7at bes ma3indy um..al7een la 3indy um wla 3indy obou w ekhty shwa wbtzawaj..wain arou7 ana? ma kan 3indy a7ad bhal denya ghairha w ham ehya ra7at
He started crying more and more and it broke my heart. I never saw a guy cry and for some reason it made me love him...even more than I already did.
Saba: you have me..
Fawaz: aby umy Saba abeeha
Saba: goul allah yer7mha tara elbachy ma yfeed :( Fawaz la t3awer galby ma7ib ashoufik chthy magdar
Fawaz: shasawy Saba wallah mu beedy 7awalt I stay strong bes khala9 magdar MAGDAR!
He punched the steering wheel with his fist, it scared me a little bit.
Saba: shway shway Fawaz breathe it's going to be ok
Fawaz: goulele shlon! shlon!!! SHLON BARID EL BAIT W MA ALGA UMY SHLON!
Saba: Fawaz sam belra7man hatha wagt'ha ba3ad shitsawy? 7awalt twadeeha kil el decatra ely gedart 3alaihum bes hatha qadr allah ya yomha ba3ad el ensan ma yegdar yet7akam bhal umoor
Fawaz: kila miny, kil yom 6ali3 raye7 duwaneya w kila shalaih bes lama fethait re7tlaha, ga3adt 3endaha...kanat taby a7ad...taby ay a7ad mara kbeera mareetha maskeena...umy 7abeebty w rou7y w galby kila miny matat ana elsebab!!
Saba: FAWAZ! SH'HAL 7ACHY!? ent sawait ely 3alaik! 3umrik la tgoul hal kalam!
Tfaja2 eny gumt a9arikh bes wallah ya3ne magedart asta7mil! ma gedart asma3a ygoul ena wafat uma kanat eb sebeta!
After he calmed down abit we started talking, I made him smile once so that was an improvement.
Fawaz: aaakhhh rasyy ga3d yethba7ny
Saba: taby panadol? anzil el fer3 ayeeblik tara fee 9adaleya yamna ba3ad
Fawaz: la la ma7taj
Saba: 3ayal shinu taby..
Fawaz;....
silence
I could tell he was about to cry again so wihtout thinking I moved in closer to him, He closed his eyes for a while and I think he started to drift off into sleep..his head slowly started leaning towards mt shoulders until his head was completely on my shoulder and somewhat on my chest. I couldn't wake him up this was probably the only sleep he got in the past 2 days. He was gorgeous, his beautiful eyes so gently closed and his thick dark eyelashes all perfect and neat I looked at his nose, sharp and defined perefectly not too big and not too small, then his lips- oh his lips were so perfect words could not describe them. his facial hair showed he haden't shaved for a while and it gave him a sexy scruffy look which went perfectly with is tanned skin. 10 minutes later his mouth opened a bit while he was sleeping.
ringggg ringgggg
someone was calling me. I checked my phone wila it was my mom.
I gently moved Fawazs' head so I could answer the phone.
Mom: Saba? wainich? wain 6al3a w ma tgolenly mn meta e7na nertha tsaween chthy?? entay weya mnu!?
Saba: yuma haday shway shway la t7ateen ana bl fer3 re7t ashtereely cham shghala
Mom: la wallah? w laish 3indina rajoo?? mu 3ashan eyeeblich agrath mn el fer3? mn meta tsaween hal 7arakat Saba!
Saba: ana asfa yuma bes hal shay fashala goula yrou7 eyeebly yah!
Mom: laih hal daraja te7tajain hal shay? ma gedartay tyeen 3indy thosufeen etha fee eb ghurfity??
Saba: asfa yuma mara7 a3eedha kany shwaya w ared el bait
Mom: batfaham ma3ach lama tredeen yallah bser3a la6waleen na6ritich ana
I looked over to see Fawaz sleeping so calmly and my heart ached at the thought of waking him up.
Saba: enshallah, yallah bye
shwaya chan agawma
Saba: Fawaz..
I nudged his arms a little
Saba: Fawaz........
Fawaz: mmm
Saba: Fawaz: goum umy m3a9ba tabeeny ared el bait betzefny
Faawaz: mm bs dgeega..
He mummbled and went back to sleep
Saba: Fawaz goum! agoulik umy na6ra tzfny bl bait lazem amshy!
Fawaz: asif asif wallah
He quickly got up and realized he had dozed off and slept on me
Saba: 3ady bes wallah lazem arou7 asfa..
Fawaz: la lat2asifainly ana ely asifa athahitich bes I needed you
Saba: ma athaitny wla shay I'm always here bes yallah lazem arou7
Fawaz: ok
I moved to open the door
Fawaz: Saba..
I turned to look at him
Saba: hala
Fawaz just stared at me not saying anything
Fawaz: la khala9 wla shay
Saba: ok....
Fawaz: bye
Saba: bye kalimny meta ma taby
Fawaz: mashkoura matga9reen
Saba: ma sawait shay
I got out of the car and went in to the fer3 to buy my "stuff" then I quickly walked home..
ding!
Whatsapp; Fawaz
tawny mkalmita shfee?
I was about to unlock my phone wila ashouf obouy wagf 3end 7osh baitna,.w kan em3a9iiiiiiiiib
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