Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Saba and Fawaz: 12

ding!

Whatsapp; Fawaz

tawny mkalmita shfee?

I was about to unlock my phone wila ashouf obouy wagf 3end 7osh baitna,.w kan em3a9iiiiiiiiib

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I got near to him and I could tell he was really angry.

Saba: salam 3laiku-

Dad: deshay dakhel

Saba: e-eenshalah....

dashait el bait w 3youny bl arth khift ashoufa yhfny kaf aw shay! madry laish em3a9ib laih hal darja..Allah yaster

I walked into the house and found my mom standing in the middle of the 9ala, shwaya wela asma3 bab el bait yn9ak w obouy ygareb.

Dad: wain kentay?

Saba: Kent bl fe-

Dad: LATCHATHBEEN WAIN KENTAY?!

Saba: yuba ana kint bl fer3 wallah kent bl fer-

He then pulled me by my hair and came close to me, I've never seen him like this before...

Dad: Saba.3an.el.chthb. Akher mara as2ilich! WAIN KENTAY!!

Saba: geltlek! kent bel fer3 ray7a ashtery aghrath ka shouf!

I lifted my bag up to show him.

Dad: Ana kent bel fer3 lama umich dagat 3alaich ma sheft ay a7ad, al7een betgoulenly el9ij wila btkamleen 3ala chethbetech?

Saba: yuba wallah el3atheem re7t el fer3 yemken ma la7agt 3alay aw ma sheftny!

Dad: mn kubur el fer3 ma ashoufich?

He pulled my by my hair harder and I started to cry from the pain.

Mom: bes khala9 Talal ana batfaham ma3aha, had a39abik w rou7 eg3ad

He slowly let go of my hair and looked at me in disgust then went to sit down.

Mom ( whispering in my ears ): etha 3abalich entay thakeya tara e7na n3arfech w n3aref hal 7arakat w laykoun 3abalich lana e7na kbar mu athka menech. La 7abeebty n3aref fa t7achay al7een 3ashan ma tt7asifain.

For a second I thought of telling them, but then again I knew my parents would kill me if they knew I got in a car with a guy even if it was JUST fawaz...

Saba: entaw mn 9ejkum shakeen feeny?? Al7een ana mu bentkum?? laish chthy! laish maku theqa baina!

Mom: ya3ne mu9era enich ray7a el fer3?

Saba: EE YUMA EE!

my mom and dad turned to look at each other and they gave up.

Dad: rou7ay darech w 7sabna ma3ach ba3dain

I picked up my bag and wiped my tears and when to my room to cry, again.

after I fell asleep for 2 hours my mom came in to tell me the new "rules" I wasnt allowed to go out the house after 6 I had to tell them when, where, with who and why I was going out. They wanted all my friends numbers aswell as their parents numbers and also I wasn't allowed out to the fer3 without permission. I hate them! I hate my family and I hate my life! they were never like this! I didn't even do anything wrong!!!! well I did but uhma laish yshikoun feeny!!! wai3

I had no choice but to follow the new rules, I hate this.

after the 3 days mn Fawazs' moms' death Fawaz was talking to me more and more everyday. We would spend hours on end just talking on the phone or texting. Everyday I started to like him more and more it was so...weird.. I think I love him.

Fawaz: Saba meta betyeen bait Murooj?

Saba: laish?

Fawaz: 3ashan ashoufich mnak

Saba: tawik shayefny shtaby feeny

Fawaz: I want to thank you in person..wallah sa3adteeny akthar mn ay a7ad a3arfa in the past few days

Saba: mm...madry meta barou7

Fawaz: tegdreen bacher?

Saba: lazem ehya ta3zimny my9eer a3zem nafsy

Fawaz: kalmeeha w shoufay she9eer

Saba: ok

I called Murooj and we talked, like I expected she asked me to come over tomorrow, I asked my dad and since he knows murooj and her family well he allowed me to go,

Saba: Fawaz barou7 bacher mn 5-8

Fawaz: bes? shwaya!

Saba: adry it's part of my stupid punishment

Fawaz: waaih.. ma 3alaih ayeelich wla yhemech

Saba: :$

Fawaz: Saba?

Saba: hmm?

Fawaz: 3endy su2al

Saba: es2al

Fawaz: entay....ehm..

Saba: ??

Fawaz: entay meta nawya ttzawijain?

Saba: atzawaj?! laish??

Fawaz: la bes as2al ya3ne bes aby a3rf

Saba: aha umm lama atkharaj aw lama eyeely eln9eeb 9ara7a ma yhemny meta al7een ba3dain 3ugub sena aw 4 sneen 3ady

Fawaz: laish ma yhemech?

Saba: lana el wagt ma yafreg m3ay el ensan ely batzawija uhwa ely yafrig

Fawaz: enzain eyounlich khi6ab?

Saba: ee eyounly bes mu wayid tawny bismellah ma midany atkharaj w adish el jam3a

Fawaz: ee 9a7... enzain lo yalich wa7id wild 7alal w zain w y7ebech al7een terthain?

Saba: lol shfeech sh'hal as2ila?

Fawaz: lol bes jawbay :p aby a3rf el banat shlon yfakroun

Saba: lol enzain emm ee akeed laish agoul la2 akeed bagoul ee etha zain w kil shay mafy shay nagi9 artha

Fawaz: enzain entay sht7been bl wa7d ya3ne lo ygolonlich to make a list of things you like shinu uhma those things?

Saba: hmm thats a hard question... akeed lazem ykoun 7ilo, w tan, w sh3ra g9eer, lazem ykoun 6weel bes my wayid 6weel, lazem jesma ykoun 7ilo w shakh9eeta 7ilwa ba3ad, lazem y3aref shlon yhtam eb masha3r el bent w y3aref shlon ydali3ny w ykalimny eb esloub zain. Ba3ad shinu hmm...lazem ma ykoun 7ail metshadid w mu 3a9abey lazem yghar 3alay w ma yertha a7ad yt7arash feeny. Lazem ykoun uhwa ely rab3a kilhum wedhum ykonon methla w lazem ykhaf raba w y9aly. Ma yshrab, ma ydakhin, w ma3enda suwalif tethebe6 w banat...

Fawaz: ULLAHH entay wain btelgainlech rayel allah y3een ahalich ebtalshaw feech

Saba: 7maaaaarrrr! laish maku ryayeel chthy?!

Fawaz: yemken bl aflam ee bes bl 9ej laaaaa2

Saba: laish???

Fawaz: guys want one thing :p

Saba: chub Fawaz jad ma t'tha7ik

Fawaz: atghshmar atghashmar fee chthy bes mu wayid

Saba: enzain dawerly wa7d yakh6ebny :p

Fawaz: ka ana kil hal ashya2 ely gilteeha shfeeny ana?

Saba: la wallah ;p

Fawaz: ee wallah mn9ejy laish ana mu hal ashya2?

Saba: mmm....madry ent gouly

Fawaz: Saba

Saba: shfeek tgoul esmy chthy chenek emsawy mu9eeba lol na3am?

Fawaz: etha teqadamtlich...twafqeen?

Saba: shinu??!

Fawaz: bes goulay ee wla la2 la tfashleeny

Saba: min9ejek ga3d tes2al wla ga3d ttghashmar ba3ad

Fawaz: la min9ijy..

I just looked at my screen like this :o


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to be continued

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